Well, I guess I now know what jumping to conclusion mean and it really sucks.
I shall try to work on me so I don't do that anymore.
You see, there was this person I found cool and all. Really nice to talk to and that I was considering a convention friend, but since she jumped to conclusion to quickly, I can not even talk to her anymore as she is playing the ignorance game. She took me off all the things that was communication and following art site.
I am not upset because she did that to herself. She jumped to conclusion.
So yeah. I don't want to do that to my friends and my fiancée, so I'll just try to think before I jump myself to quickly to a false conclusion.
Sorry it's just on my mind because it's fresh. I just found this act childish. Oh well. That is what happen when it's a long distance relationship, I guess.
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On an other note, I try my best to be able to come to AN10... I won't say I am not coming as I am not sure... Will see what will be going on this week and next probably.
So please don't say: Oh that is so sad - or - I'll miss you.
I prefer to hear positive comments as: Will pray for you - or - You will make it!
Please and thank you.
I have lost my will to cosplay because of that..., but I'll ask my watchers and my friends to tell me:
How do you guys pass over this? What should I do to give me back my will even if I don't go to the con. (I don't say I won't... I'll try everything I can to come!)
So yeah!
Besides all this,
I am open to photoshoots people! Do it now before it is hard to schedule something with me.And I am asking to all:
Who will be willing to pay for my art if I draw for you and that I'll go print them on a small poster size and mailed it to you?
Will people be willing to buy some?Samples:
[link] [link] [link] [link]Note, they will be easy background as I am not so sure about my skills in them right at the moment.
The price will come later, but this is to help me since I want to try and gain money for a new camera.
Well thanks for reading!
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ToDo list:
-Need will to keep going on my costumes.
-Need to try everything to go to Anime North 10. Tickets and hotel rooms booked.
-Starting to do the background of all the characters of my book.
-Doing photo editing and uploading more photos.
-Drawing some old commission to friends...
-Insert random ideas here.
Costumes evolution:
Nassan Wolfrin ( 5% done - 60% bought )
Halloween from Witch Hunter ( 0% done - 99% bought )
people jump to conclusions or tend to think what's good for THEM and forget about the other person... I feel you there :S
I guess even if she was nice, friends like that are not worth it in the end, and you can really count those who you should care for
as for AN, I'm sure you'll be able to come! things always work out!
Thanks a lot dear for the rest (; .
I know how you feel though, when something bothers me, it lingers within me and I have a hard time getting rid of it. What I usually do to make it through is that I talk about my feelings to my bf so that he can implant some rationality into me before I do something I may regret. Also, I play video games, they're my hands on therapy.
What you do in the long run is your decision but to be honest, I surely hope you'll be there at Anime North. You and your fiancée are some of the nicest people I met through cosplay and it would sadden me to lose you because of someone else's negative actions.
I really hope you'll (and want you to) get the will to work on your costumes and go to AN. Your truly a talented cosplayer. Also, I think conventions are a great escape, you always feel good at a con!
My friend wasn't the cause of my not maybe coming to AN XD.
That is something that is job/formation related just so you know (=.
I thanks you very much tho. Hope to see youi around soon (;.
Sure, a convention is a motivation to create costumes and cosplay but there's always photoshoots that could also be a source of inspiration and a drive to create! (I personally can't wait to go to one, after missing out on G-Anime, I'm in deep need to cosplay lol I need to work out first though...ate like pig during x-mas XD lol)
I've also just noticed that the person concerned seemed to have replied a lil while back...Obviously, there's always two sides to a medal so I hope you guys get to work things out
I'll try to dream cosplay XD.
You do that! Try to dream, live and think cosplay! Maybe that'll help XD lol